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Do you ever just have those days or couple weeks where you think everything is gonna go up but it seems not to. Yeah thats been my past week or so,but its alright cause I know sometime it will be awesome. Its been forever since I have updated this thing, the only reason I did was cause I saw someone had their own linked in their aim info.
I doubt anyone reads these anymore, but shit I don't know. The past 2 weeks has been pretty rough, I don't know why its kinda stupid. Its been 6 months since her and I have split, but every fucking song that comes on the radio at work makes me think of something to do with her. Its getting really annoying, and after watching my best friend get tears in his eyes over the girl he was dating has got me thinking......Is being with someone really worth it ? Should I even take the time and energy to put emotions and feelings into someone that isn't really going to show them back. Or am I really going to meet someone that would love me as much as I would love them.
I guess its just something that time will tell. I hope so cause I would love to have that special girl I could show I love.
As for now, I'm going to enjoy being single. I'm gonna do shit with my boys, if a purdy girls comes alone then sweet we'll make it happen, but if she doesn't I'm not going to go looking for her.
I realized last night, that I deserve better then the SHIT I've been getting from women well not women little girls, cause a real "woman" wouldn't treat someone that way.
So...basically I'm not going to fucking waste my time with wastes of breath of so called woman. I'm gonna wait for that one awesome girl that proves to me she would do as much for me as I would for her.
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